I've
decided also that this can be found in people.
Kindness, charm, and mystery can draw us to people who appear to have
answers to great things. But, again,
more often than not, they are merely signposts to nothing.
Such
is our society. I have spent many years
in a world that creates an illusion that all is well, and that all knowledge
can be found at the click of a button, but the more one consumes of that, the
more one is sickened by it. As it is
merely a signpost to nothing. Nothing of
meaning, nothing of true depth, nothing that will change an ingrained addiction
to whatever seeks our greatest attention.
I was
reading this afternoon about a god called Io in the traditions of some of the
first people who lived in New Zealand and it struck me again that there is an
answer. If one is purse this - the desire
to know and understand the God who speaks, who hears and who longs to
communicate with his creation - one will find something. Something beyond what any human could
fabricate. Something that will change a
person from the inside out; truly change them.
Today
I found a signpost to the one who says “You will seek me and find me when you
seek me with all your heart.” and I remembered again that there is a being that
can restore, redeem and change. A being that
loves and came and died and rose again so we can find something of
meaning. But we have taken the signposts
that point to him down and replaced them with ones that create an illusion of
him. An illusion of love and kindness
and respect and inner change. An
illusion that is far easier to deal with than the awful truth of a being who
knows our name and loves us more than we will ever comprehend.
If we
can replace the being who is all-powerful and all-knowing and all-love with an
illusion, we are free to turn our backs anytime we like - with a click of a
button - on a knowledge that will change our hearts and draw us to love in
return.
Love
is painful. It demands vulnerability and
honesty. And I fear what some may find
if they are to see my heart. A signpost
to nothing is far easier to hide behind.
Quote
found in Jeremiah 29:13 (NIV)